Thursday, March 19, 2009


Hasn't been going so hot lately, I must admit. I hit above 330 yesterday and I was just like, "Ugh." So, yesterday I stuck to things fairly well until the evening... yet I was rewarded with a drop back to 330 on the nose. Yeah. "Rewarded" with 330. I can't believe I am here again. Sure, it's not 350, but for the way I feel, it may as well be, you know?

Doing OK today so far. I feel pretty determined to just cut it out already.

Anyway, I am still here, frustrated and mad but also not ready to give in to being miserable. (Note: Not because of my weight in the sense of, "I wanna be SKINNY!" but because the weight is physically annoying most of all, and I just haven't felt good lately.)

BIG thanks to Mrs. Lard Arms who sent me a lovely email when she was unable to leave a comment here. You're too sweet, Lardy!


  1. I definitely can relate - I had very similar feelings after my big regain and it took me quite a while to really get back on track. Take a deep breath and give yourself credit for having maintained some of your loss. The good news is that you know what works for you and makes you feel good and you can do these things, starting right now!

  2. Hang in there! You're on the right track to finding your groove again. The good news is that you don't have to be perfect; you just have to try...every single day. Keep going!