Friday, October 8, 2010

Faliure/Not

Ugh. Well.

The whole week went well... kind of. It was tough, I won't deny. Being in the middle of PMS doesn't help at all when I am trying to avoid what amounts to all my favorite comfort foods, you know? Today was the last straw, and I gave in big time. It involved pizza (which only violated my terms of the doctor's directive by the crust and some pepperoni, but I had quite a lot), and ice cream (which wasn't explicitly banned, but I was trying to avoid stuff like that as a bonus), and some fried items (onion rings, to be exact). Blech. I really just wanted to let loose, and did I ever.

It's not something I ever want to go back to on a regular basis, though -- holy cow, now I know why I felt so crummy all the time before. Seriously. And I was eating that way almost all the time, that's the scary thing!

Anyway. I am not beating myself up. I made a very deliberate decision about doing this today. I still have a bunch of delectable fresh veggies in the fridge to whip up into yummy, healthy meals, and I plan to do just that. I've made some positive changes in my life that I'm not just going to throw away.

How was your week?

1 comment:

  1. You haven't posted in over a week... I haven't given up and I hope you haven't either. :)

    Stay strong and rage against your carbohydrate enemies!

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