OK, seriously. I've gained five pounds since Saturday. How can that possibly be???
321 pounds today. I'm pretty upset. I'm VERY upset.
Seriously, five pounds? In half a week?
God, this sucks.
I mean, my eating at dinnertime yesterday wasn't the best, but it wasn't the worst, either. Plus, I had as good a workout doing yard work as I would have walking or running!
I know I have to get back into C25K. I didn't do it this morning because of the way I felt and because of the kind of day I have today... I won't go into it now because I don't have a lot of time, but wanted to get something down here.
I'm scared that all the weight will come back again.
I'm frustrated because of my "female issues"—I know it is not helping matters, either.
All I want to do right now is eat a bunch of crap. I hate this.
I hate being fat. There, I said it.
It's totally true. It's NOT OK for me to be fat anymore. It's just not.
So what am I going to do about it, anyway?